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Real Strange Delusions

by Sound Animal

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1.
Lyrics (Be my baby) The exploding head syndrome (Be my baby) The exploding head syndrome The exploding head Explode head Told ya so Right? Right. Right. Right. Pew!
2.
Folie A Deux 01:13
Lyrics We live in the sea together you and I. We live in the sea together you and I. We couldn't live on land if we tried. If we tried we would die. You and I and I and you and I and you and I.
3.
Lyrics Wah! Ah! indistinguishable Nah! Parlez vous Francais? Parlez vous Francais? Ah na! Wah! Ah! Yeah! Ha! Parlez vous Francais? Parlez vous Francais? indistinguishable brbrrbrrbrr Parlez vous Francais? Parlez vous Francais? indistinguishable Ah! hahaha! Ah! Trees! Trees! Ah! Trees, trees, trees indistinguishable hahahaha! Ah! indistinguishable Argh Trees!, trees, trees trees trees Trees trees trees trees trees Trees Trees Trees Ah! Brah! Ahbuh! Grrrrrrah! Rauh rauh ARggggggg, lesgrrooooo Rllllllllll Rbrbrbrbrbrbrbrb Arrggggggggggle Argggggrrr! Bllllllllggggggrrrr Fulcibible Auuuuuggggggghhhh
4.
Lyrics Who. Why are you everyone around me? Why are you everyone today? You are him. You are her. Put your mask away. I don't want to play. Hey, not today.
5.
Lyrics Who are you? You're not you. Let me check your fingerprints again. Who are you? You're not who you say you are. You're not who you used to be. You're an imposter, Aren't you, aren't you, again?
6.
Lyrics When the flags are flying I understand the call. When the flags are flying I know if you're lying... I don't know. But let's go. When the flags are lying I take you by the hand. I, I know I love this land. When the land is crying I take you anyway. Anyway I'll get you. I'll get you. Get you. Got you. While I am with you Now that you are mine. I don't know if I want you To become my kind. Come and be with me Til you have to go. The butterflies are singing Singing down below. Come on now and love me. Come on and let it show Before I have to kill you. Come on, let's go.
7.
Lyrics What's that I see? Definitely not me. Someone strange and foreign. Why are you not I? Why am I not I? Why am I not I? Oooo. Why do you look like that? I know I'd not Want to look like that. I feel sorry for you. I would like you to see How to be So pretty This is how Oh, come on, now. Just do it. Just look like me. Look like me. Please.
8.
Lyrics I've moved in next door to myself. We speak in code through the pipes. I hear my other self thinking about me Sometimes at night through the walls Through the walls. I feel we become one at midnight And them we trade again the next day. I don't mind trading, it's OK. Everything else palls by comparison. It's, it's OK. As long as you believe me. You believe me, don't you? My other self believes you Believe me. Do you believe both of us?
9.
Lyrics (not words, all animal sounds and animals humming)
10.
Lyrics I like my house. That is my house over there. This my house over here. Ah. Ah. I thought we had only one house. But then the house had another house. Had another house. Its child, it's twin child, it's doppleganger.
11.
Lyrics I'm tall; I'm small I'm short; I'm small. I'm tall. Abort. I'm not going anywhere today. OK. I get it. I am me. But which me? What are we today? I'm tall; I'm small. I'm tall as you are -- take it. Let's just play. I don't know What to do today. Hey! Caterpillar comes along again. I've already been Around the bend, around the bend haha. I'm tall; I'm small. I'm short, abort. Round bend. Haha.
12.
Lyrics It all comes together! It was makes sense. It was meant to be. It's all been working toward this Throughout history. Look at the signs. Look at the symbols. They are all around us, always. Oh!
13.
Lyrics What am I In of the worlds described? What oh am I? I am made of my kind. Where's my hand? Where's my foot? I don't know but I don't think that's good. Where's the world? Nothing make sense. You know it too. If my were I you. Where is me? Where's everyone? Where is you? It's all been unfurled. What a joke ha ha What a joke he he What joke that there's a me.
14.
Lyrics Gonna get you, you Gonna get you, you Gonna get you, you, now. Gonna get you, you Gonna get you, you, you. Gonna get you, you, you, now. (oh!) Ow! hey, (hey) ow ow! Ow ow! Get you, now. Get you, now. (hey, hey) Get you, get you, now, Get you now. Oh, I'm gonna get you now. Gonna get you, now. Gonna get you, now Stop fighting. (hand, hand, unhand me un hand me. unhand me, hand hand.)
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Lyrics Part 1 I know he’s got to be so handsome. I’ll bet he has a beard or two. I’ll bet he’s slender for his years. I’ll bet he looks like you. I’ll bet he knows what everything smells like. I’ll bet he knows why we’re here. Bet he knows if you are real. I’ll bet he knows if I am real. I’ll bet he knows if the moon exists. I’ll be he knows why we died again. What he brought to life once again. simultaneously with He’ll, he’ll tell us everything we need to know He’ll come so we can look some more. He’ll, he’ll tell you anything you need to know. It’s all true. He works tirelessly For our own good. Because he loves us all. Loves us all. You too, you can belong. Find us. Be wanted. Read the signs everywhere alive. Second part No one knows like he knows He knows all the inside jobs But he didn’t do them, no. He knows all the secret deals. Of our country. But he didn’t them. He knows the reasons for corruption. But he didn’t do it. And he’s here to help you all. We love him. And we know his name, I think. It’s in code. simultaneously with Look over there. Look over there. Look over there. Look over there. There he is. Well, not him. Not really him. But look over him. Is he somewhere I know? He is somewhere. I just know it. And he knows it all. Third part all of the above
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Lyrics And now, the start of a brand new day, hey, hey, hey! What are you gonna watch me do now, brush my teeth? BZZZZZZzBllllllllllllllp (uh oh oh uh oh ohohoh....) Like my new do? I did it just for you. All right, I'm gonna get in the closet to change clothes If you don't mind. Over and out. Where's the camera? I think it's over there. I think it's behind the mirror. Nope. (ah oh ah ah oh oh.....) Maybe it's behind that mirror. Nope. (oh uh oh uhoh....) Something's a little weird here. A liblbliblble weird here. (uh oh oh uh oh....) Maybe I'm projecting again. But then, you wouldn't no anything about that, Would you? No. No. No. (oh nh oh nh oh...) (ah oh ah oh...................)
17.
Lyrics I'm cold. I'm so cold. I never knew you could be awake while you were dead. Feeling yourself decay. Feeling the hair fall off your head. Feeling your eyes roll out of their sockets. Feeling your nose fall off. And there's no bone underneath it. I'm so cold. The maggots are crawling.
18.
Lyrics There’s a flaming goat hoof Above my head dropping ashes on the bed. It’s an illusion. It isn’t what it seems. There’s all my money flying around the room. Not real. The abyss it wants me. Don’t let the abyss — help me help help me Don’t let me die. Oh, help me, don’t let me die. Don’t lie to me. Don’t humor me. 
Don’t lie to me. I know it’s not real. Don’t lie to me. Don’t humor me. And go along with this. But catch the money fast. I remember meeting you, So beautiful. The first woman I laid eyes on Once becoming blind, totally blind, Totally blind. What’s that you say? No, I saw you, clearly, clearly, Clearly, clearly, clearly That day. Stop telling me it’s not real. Stop telling me it’s not real. It’s real, I say. It’s real, it’s real, I say. It’s all been real. It’s all been real.
19.
Lyrics We will live forever (You don't say!) Through injectables. Through uploadables. (Uploadables) We will live forever Through self-aggrandizing I mean organizing (Organizing) Quantum computing Brain matter artificiality. It is all coming out now It is all coming out the things we did fifty years ago. (Out out out out out out out out) By the time all the technology comes out You will be dead. (You'll see, you'll see.) We will live forever, and you will be our slaves (Slaves slaves slaves right right right) (yeah, right, honeybunny, i getcha, i getcha) (oh, grand master) (right right right) You will be used as antenna. Prepare to be be used as antenna. (haha, yes, antennae, antenna) (Antennae antenna) Prepare yourselves, peons. (what should i do, what should i do?) (Prepare myself, prepare yourselves) We do not need this world. We can go to a virtual world (OK, well, please do. Miss ya but, you know.) It's all a simulation. It's all a dream. (Dream) (yeah, wake up, wake up, wake up, little darlin', wake up, honeypie. you're dreaming about illusions again. you're dreaming about immortality.) It's all a dream we are having And you, you only think you are you. You transient, impermanent bastards. (Bastards, bastards, bastards) Bastards, I say. Transient, impermanent bastards. (Impermanent, impermanent) You thought you were alive along time ago (Oh, yes, I thought I was, actually) You are still not alive. You will never be alive. (Oh ho, nevah!) Only we will truly be alive. And you will worship us (Oh, grand master) (bring it man, bring it, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) As cells in our bodies, (bring it, man, bring it) Self-perpetuating, Overcoming themselves. (What?) And dying, dying, do you hear me? (what? dying? i like dying. let's die today) You will be dying.) And go to an afterlife that we control (ah, ah, ah) And you will still be our slaves. (Dying.) (good times, good times, good times) (All right, all right, all right. oh my God, oh, my God. all right, dying, all right, dying) (slave)
20.
Lyrics Ah! Look at that! Look at that! Ah! Oh! Oh ah! Ooo! Ooooo! Oooooahhh! I'm overcome, oh. Overcome. Oh!
21.
Lyrics Wonder. He’s wonderful, wonderful. And everything I ever l’ve dreamed of. But not enough. He’s everything. But not enough. He’s everything. He’s wonderful. I wanted. He’s everything, he’s everything, He’s not enough. He’s everything. He’s everything. He’s everything I wanted. I want, I want, I wanted, wanted, I want, but. Wonderful. He’s wonderful. He’s wonderful. I wanted. He’s wonderful. But. Not as good as him. Not as good as him. He’s everything to me. Everything and nothing. Everything is not. Everything is not enough. Nothing is OK. For longer than a day. Ahha oh.

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What's up with the weird singing that happens sometimes? Well, the idea is that these are little vignettes, stream of consciousness expressions of various fictional characters. And they aren't all trained singers.)

So---


Imagine thinking multiple people are playing the role of your friend....

Or that you house has duplicated itself and another you has moved into the other house next door?

This concept album's titles refer to actual conditions. Some might happen to anyone during a migraine or bad fall, or when exposed to incredible art. Others might arise from halving a brain, temporarily from mysterious causes during adolescence, from having a persuasive partner with a delusion, from watching too much TV, from noticing being surveilled in a world that isn't as it's presented to be ... and so much more.

Each story song has a different protagonist melodically singing (me) a dramatic depiction of his or her dreamlike world. That's supported by lush rhythmic, electronically produced music taking advantage of modern technology, riffing off sounds like futuresynth and adventuring into wilder sonic territories and consciousness vignettes. Elements of industrial, post-romantic, avant-garde soundtrack...

As always, Sound Animal music is Experimental. There are elements of ambient and dark ambient, though there's no black and white line drawn here. Some characters wander lost and wistful, wondering, bewildered in a dreamy surreal landscape with quirky, vividly colorful surprises everywhere. One trudges through an emotional storm on a cumulatively reverberating circus merry-go round in Grass is Greener Syndrome. One listens to her other self in the house next door through the pipes in Reduplicative Paramnesia. But they all do their best to adopt gracefully to their unnerving cinematic situations.

I'm a fiction writer used to empathetically entering the minds of literary characters to dramatize their experiences. That's what I do here, to create works of art that I hope are moving, enjoyable, vary varied, all inspired by these fascinating psychological delusions, neurological malfunctions, amazing conditions, weird syndromes, little known behaviors, common obsessions. One of the syndromes is named after what an author dramatized: The Alice in Wonderland Syndrome. Another song named after a narrative is Dr. Strangelove Syndrome; it's a lugubrious duet between someone's hands.

Some delusions could happen to anyone under normal circumstances, like when a fervent captor begins to favor the captive, called the Lima Delusion. (Assuming holding someone hostage for political reasons is normal for you.) -- That character's voice, as he urged his captive to show her love for him before he killed her, was inspired by a video of David Bowie imitating Tom Waits.

I've known many people with delusions on this list, and I had one as well. Cheers to individuals who suffer from these beautifully poetic beliefs and behaviors. The characters in the songs are meant to be specific fictional stylized individuals rather than representing the groups. None is based on anyone in particular.

We hear people who believe they are turning into animals living in a forest, gently humming together, in Clinical Lycanthropy. And an absurd bouncy version riffing off the easily startled lumberjacks in The Jumping Frenchmen of Maine Syndrome, aah! ahh! ahh!

A man rants to his future afterlife slaves in Delusions of Immortality. But how can we tell? He could easily be in charge of some global decisions that affect us every day. He could be the one using propaganda and theater to fool the populace into a Folie A Beaucoup. He could be watching the "paranoid" man in Truman Show Delusion.

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released August 2, 2023

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Sound Animal Berkeley, California

Ranges feral beyond traditional human constraints.

Many non-genres. Khaen, pungi, bass, guitar, flutes, melodica, harmonica, bodhran, cajon...

SA produces; most is solo. Collaborators: Igor Iofe, Steve Gilmartin, XAW, A.J. Kaufmann, Infinite Wimshurst, Psychedic Mayhem, The Fall of Saigon, Tom McCarthy, Chris Nolte.

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